Wednesday, April 11, 2012


Well,maybe it's a little bit late to talk about 2012. But, I've been thinking a lot lately I guess. These 3 days I've been thinking what is going on with my life. And for these past three days, I feel scared and don't know how to cope with my life anymore. This year has been rough especially this couple months. I think I'm gonna crazy with all these bad stuffs. When will the light shine?

When I thought that I'm already okay as time passes by, all the tension and pressure came to me when I got home. I feel bad when I'm doing nothing at home while my friends are studying. I feel like I am useless just resting at home when I was supposed to go study. And the mail is still not reaching my home yet. All the decisions are not confirmed. It feels like I do not know anything at all. I don't know where I belong.

It will feel good to have anyone to talk about this whole creepy thing. Like Ama said, maybe I think too much and with my condition doing nothing at home makes me overthinking or whatsoever. Hmmm.