The Goldwonder

So, this date was way back almost 3 weeks ago. But still, I have to blog about it because it's a rare occasion and I'm glad we gathered like this. It was actually a plan between me and Sheila at first. Both of us were hunting for some good places to eat and still going on now. Hehe. I don't know why but I tend to eat delicious food this long holiday. Knowing that Fera and Bay were on their holiday too,we asked them to tag along with us.

The initial plan was to rent a car for us to stroll around KL. Then, we took the bus to go to Shah Alam and uh - ohh, Thara came with her stylish car and pick us up. All of us were so shocked especially me for the surprise. We were so happy to see her and joined us for the day. So , here we are with the macho driver, T. :D

Macho Driver, T

The first place that we went was Gold Chilli. It's actually our first time here but Fera has been there for countless time. I always heard about the restaurant saying that the buttered chicken was delicious and I have to admit it, +100000. Hahahaha. Too bad it does not suite with Thara's appetite. I am so going there againn just to have that buttered chicken. Omnononomz.

Thara, Fera and Sheila

After that, we went to Yuna's store, iamjetfuelshop. The clothes were not bad and some of them catched my eyes, of course. I bought a shawl for my little brother. He wanted to give it to his girlfriend. *facepalm. If I have extra money, I would buy a skirt there. "-_-. Then, we went to buttonmybuttons boutique downstairs. The baju kurung was.... I don't know. Maybe some of you can accept the designs and some of you can't. For me, it is not very suitable for normal people like us unless you are artist, anak datuk or some kind of rich heiress. But, I am totally fallen in love with their acessories. I am so gonna go again to these two boutiques to grab some modern clothes and accessories for Raya.  :)

iamfueljet's Shawl

Around 3pm, we went to +Wondermilk Cafe. It's the main attraction for that day. We bought all kinds of cupcakes and the Lola cake. We did our little photoshoot there. Luckily there weren't lots of people at that time. We did our catch-up there and gossiped about all things. It's nice for us to hang like this. It is more special because we were in some kind of gang when we were in school. Knowing that we will always be with each other no matter we are, the feeling is just...... NICE!As we get crazier, I finished all my instax films there. Hahahaha.

Mini photoshoot

+Wondermilk Cafe

Cupcakes and Lola cake

ze polaroids

We went our separate ways around 6pm. I followed Thara back to INTEC because I took a bus to go back to Seremban. Although it was a short time, I met Faezah for a little bit while waiting for my bus. I always ROFL when I met Faezah.:D

So, I gues this is the end, Adios

Luncheon at Nana's

 Hye hye hye everyone! It's been a while right? Lately, I've been going out with lots of Gregs. And it feels like reunion everytime we met each other. It's because a whole bunch of us gathered together and I like it. :) So, the first gathering was Luncheon at Nana's. Well, when she got back from US, it's like a must where all of us gathered together just to catch up what's been going on with our lives. Lots of people came to Nana's house and I'm like her PA spreading words to people to come to her house. *perasan lebih

There were 12 of the girls came. Some from Shah Alam, Subang, Kuala Lumpur and Seremban of course. Feyna, Ziha, Alfa, Maya, Kelly and Fit were in one car while Ammarah, Put, and Sheila took the KTM to reach Seremban. Bay came a little bit late with her sister. Me and Thara just came by our own because we're in town bebeh. Nana's mom cooked my favorite all-time meal which was Mihun Goreng. Nyummzzz. There were also other food besides that.

We talked about lots of stuff, catching up here and there. Some of us have never met since the school was over. And the best part is Bay from Jordan also were here and it's like a one go where we can meet both of them in Malaysia just at one place. We were really having fun that time.

There's always a routine everytime we gathered together. A photoshoot indeed! We took our pictures inside and outside of the house. And there were two big cameras capturing our pictures. We were feeling like retis. Thanks to Bay's sister for being our photographer that day. By the way, there was one incident happened during the photoshoot. But, I'd rather just keep my mouth shut because it's about girls problem. Haha. I am so ashamed with the incident. Zzzzz

Anyway, thanks to these awesome people for entertaining my boring life on that day. Hope we can gather like this again! :)

Adios

Random

The prank. You assumed, and you got so angered by your own thoughts. And then you lash it out at me. Unknowingly you blame me. It's sad to know how little trust I have from you guys.

The incident. Of course it got into me a little bit. You know that I would definitely be there for you guys. If any of you guys were to face the same thing, no matter what, I'll be there. Of course it hurts. I guess maybe that's my problem. I'm always the one who cares more and I thought what we had was forever. But then, even one simple test, and we all failed. Us, our friendship failed. Aren't we suppose to be there for each other. For better or for worse right?

When I open up to you guys, I was really hoping that you will understand me and know I really need a support here. Hmmm, there comes a point when I realize that there's no use fighting for a friendship if I'm the only one that fights for it. I just want to cherish every second that we have, you know. Before you guys really leave. Don't take people for granted, eventually people get tired. A note to myself.

2012

Well,maybe it's a little bit late to talk about 2012. But, I've been thinking a lot lately I guess. These 3 days I've been thinking what is going on with my life. And for these past three days, I feel scared and don't know how to cope with my life anymore. This year has been rough especially this couple months. I think I'm gonna crazy with all these bad stuffs. When will the light shine?

When I thought that I'm already okay as time passes by, all the tension and pressure came to me when I got home. I feel bad when I'm doing nothing at home while my friends are studying. I feel like I am useless just resting at home when I was supposed to go study. And the mail is still not reaching my home yet. All the decisions are not confirmed. It feels like I do not know anything at all. I don't know where I belong.

It will feel good to have anyone to talk about this whole creepy thing. Like Ama said, maybe I think too much and with my condition doing nothing at home makes me overthinking or whatsoever. Hmmm.

SUPERMAN

Hello guys. Well,this post is about my friend's birthday,Zuley which was happened way back a month ago. It's a little bit late to blog about this but yeah,it's still a celebration,right? Every good celebration should not be left out on this blog. :) So, his birthday was actually on the 23rd of February. And we celebrated it a little bit late which is 2 days behind. There's somme things need to be done before that.

So,the celebration started with turning this person into unconscious and can't-think-straight person in order to make this event went everything as planned. While he was going out with his friends on Friday night, me, Apek, Dilin, and Nina sorted things out. We took the car and planned what we're gonna do for him. Around 3 a.m. Apek pretended that he had his sister's car and asked us all to hang out at our usual place, Barra.Speaking of that, it has been a long time I did not go there because of this long holidayyyyyy. As usual,we did our weekly routine and became the dragons. hembus sana hembus sini.

Around 4.30 a.m. we "went back home" which meant we're going to Sepang Gold Coast,which is located around 45 minutes from Shah Alam. Well,the route was not surprisingly going too well. Zuley can't even sit still and was whining and moving a chimpanzee. Haha. Dilin had to hold him tightly until he himself could not stand Zuley. Then, we arrived the beach around 5 omething in the morning.

Chimpanzee-like :p

So, we took our position and started to take an egg each and threw them at him. Yeayyy. Serves you right Zuley. Hahahaha. And believe me, the egg was kinda like a rock. Although we threw them hardly, some of them were not even break off. And we gave him a big Superman cake with a watch. You better keep that watch for a long time Zuley. Haha.

Birthday boy

Sepang Gold Coast

We hanged there until 10.00 a.m. Zuley bathed at the beach. We actually wanted to mandi pantai actually but the beach seemed a little bit dirty so nahhh. Next time maybe. Overall, Zuley's reaction this year is better than last year. Hehs. Maybe it's a bit not matured party but who cares, right? Because we're awesome!! Hehehe. Happy belated birthday Zuley! :D

p/s : I'm gonna make a photo album like Lily did in HIMYM. yeayy

Adios.

17 YEARS

Hye guys and gays.So,17 years remarks our friendship since we were little.We have some sort of one group in Kuala Terengganu.We met each other back in kindergarden when we still cute and adorable.And now all have grown up and living our own life but still caring for each other.We still contact each other occasionally and even gather among ourselves to catch-up what we have been missing.We also have this magical thing called Facebook,Twitter,Whatsapp and so on to check on each other.Ohh how lovey-dovey and passionate of us towards each other.Hehe. :D

A little bit history about us.We have 17 of us in this small group and yes we are fond towards each other.It's a little bit regret though because I have moved from Terengganu and I only manage to meet them once a year.If I got lucky,I can meet them always.Nearly half of us has migrated to overseas for studying purposes.Nevertheless,we love each other too much,don't we?At the end of last year,I hanged in Kuala Terengganu for one week and met almost of them.Weeee :)

So,this story has been quite basi actually but never mind.Still having the mood to blog about it though.During late February,me,Fatin,Rafiq and Hakim hanged out at Sunway Pyramid.It was quite a last minute plan because Fatin was suddenly in Malaysia and we decided we should hang before Fatin is back to Indonesia.And I haven't met Hakim for two years already!Fatin brought along her cute little niece.Luckily,we have already known each other before.So,there's no awkward moment at all.

Girls' session

Me and Fatin reached there quite early.We did some window shopping while waiting for the gays to arrive.Lots of things that I wanted to buy but sadly I was too reluctant to draw my money.Hehe.Around 12.30,the gays came and look at them.They looked dashing as always and Hakim is all buffy now than before.He said that he is in the body-building mode right now.Same as my brother."-_-.I was really happy to meet him since it was ages.Rafiq was the same when I met him in KT.

The arrival of the gays

We straight away went for our lunch at the Korean Restaurant.It's Fatin who insisted to eat there.The food was good and pricey as usual.Sekali-sekala tak apalah.Plus it's with them.I didn't even care as long we had a good time.We had a little chat and managed to catch-up back the old times.After that,we went to watch a movie,Ghost Rider.Seriously guys,do not watch it.It was just a waste of time and Fatin even sleep in the cinema.It's better for us to go ice-skating or roller-blading in Subang.But,what is done is done.

Korean food

Daytona and me is the winner!

Then,we walked a bit and hanged at Starbucks before we went back home.We supposed to roller-blade at Subang Avenue.Suddenly,Rafiq had some errands to do so he had to go back early and he's the only one with car.Of course we had to follow him because he's the driver of the day.Haha.If only we managed to go Subang Avenue,the day would be much more fun.But,there's always next time.

The Gays

Around 6 p.m. ,we went back home with Rafiq sending us of one by one.I had a great time and I'm sure the're feeling the same way.It's nice to see us all grown up and reminscing all the old times when we always gather at Pizza Hut in KT.And now here are each one of us already big enough to live our own life.I love this moment so much.Guys,roller-blading pulak next time.Jangan lupa ye! :D

Adios.

The Story Of A Girl

Hye Guys.So,here comes a story of a girl where she thought that everything is the end for her.She thinks that this is the end of the world.Here she is feeling guilty every day,not knowing what to do make up for her mistakes that she has done for these past couple months.Betullaa bak kata pepatah Melayu,"Mandi tak basah,makan tak kenyang,tidur tak lena".And the pepatah is real I tell you.

So,it's official that the girl cannot go back to her institution.Despite all the work and countless effort for almost two weeks,the institution will not accept her back.They said that it's because the other co-partner did not want to accept her back.So,they gave her another offer.The girl just continue her final year there and if she does well,she will get an offer to another country,insyaAllah. I really hope that the girl will do well and excel in her final year.And yeah,the girl has to start a new whole life after this and make sure this bad thing will not happen again.

For the past two weeks,the girl had been miserable all day long.Crying non-stop,regretting things that she has done before.But,she knew that this was all too late.You cannot turn back time.You just have to accept for what it is.The girl has been carrying this feeling of guilty every day hoping that she can pay back for all her sins.She has sinned a lot whether to her parents and to all people who have known her.This is really a wake up call for her to become a better person.She has to change in order to pay back for all her sins.

There is a part whereby she is afraid of everything will not be the same after this with her friends.They have been together for nearly 2 years and they do all the things together.They are like hanging out with each other all the time.She scared that she's gonna lose all the moments.She really hopes that things are gonna be the same although she's not going to be there all the time.Do always keep in contact with her guys and believe me she will always come to your place every weekends.And better answer your phone guys when she calls.Hehs. :')

Awwww,she's gonna miss that place and the people so much.And she's gonna miss you guys so much too.Do pray for her so that she do well in her life.Let's hope for the best. Somewhere, somehow she hopes that she really fits in this world.

The end.